My heart hasn’t yearned for you in a long time. I enjoy this pain in my heart, I enjoy hearing my heart tear like it’s paper, bursting out of it’s human shell as it heavily sinks to the ground. I trip on my heart, I hope I see you soon dear, my heart is too heavy for me to pick up off the ground. I need your embrace and your care to help slowly lift up my poor heart and put it back in it’s place inside my soul’s home. The weight is too heavy for me, I was never strong but it makes me even more weak. You not being around me drains me, it drains my existence and if I don’t see you soon I might just disappear.